that's suck, suck n suck.

hey dude, u forget it but i won't .what you said to me last night seem to be heart touching n gained my mercy huh?!Being dumbed by a woman who have been with for years is sound poor.isn't it? it is all SHIT !!!! what 's your purpose this time? You want to get someone 's care in the future or you wanna show me you need me because of $. i hate you. i hate you since long long time ago.the relationship can't amend no matter what. u deserve it.

' i am so heart bleeding ,do u know? i was cheated and i had spent my treasure time and money ...n i got nothing return.Her heart no longer belongs to me. u know how hard i am now?' i really wanna say damn you, go to hell.Have you ever consider others' feeling?selfish damn man!!!!!!what the hell are u?all you did concern is yourself and her.what about us?did you truely concern about us? what a pretty word of loving us in your silent heart.Go to hell man!!I WONT TRUST YOU AT ALL. U HAD BEEN BREAKING MY HEART and you will no longer have a chance to show your love on me.i know ms w needs more than i. i try not to be that rude when we are together.but never ....never try to get my mercy on you n even dun think i will forgive you at all.

She isn't like me.she used to love you so she needs you ...may beas it is what she chose in her life.and me ....i have no choice to have that relationship from the day i was born but i do have a choice on how i treat you when i am mature.you are just piece of shit to me.do you know why?you dun care about us...about me.If you do, you wont do that stupid thing. have you ever thought how hard i struggle for my life?do u know how great pressure i used to have in my childhood?Have you ever thought that i used to be a self esteem person because of what u did?do u know how much do i want to have tertiary education? i got a distinction and i supposed to apply for a degree course.what did you know? who forced me to do part time for my school fee for middle school? who force me to handle family burden by my own? who force me to work in china ....in order to save money for life,for debt? who did these to me? Who promised me to handle the stuff well?who promise to treat ms w great?n who broke our heart...who broke the promise.....that's you.YOU man!!!!! i tried my best to believe you and u knew what u had done to us. i pray to God and asked Him forgives thousands times because i have this enmity.However, i can't forgive you in my rest of my life.i can't do it.

i can't say u ruin me but u did make me lived in a dark place for long years and changed my attitude to life and to you.

What you said tonight is just getting me upset.it 's disgusting.it just makes me even hate you.i believe you deserve to have what u have now.dun please me as i am no longer the little coward girl in the past.

the spring/summer meeting was over yesterday.that's so great!!

i was so nervous that i can't prepare well for my materials and time.

everything went too rush this time.i also had no organised idea for going through step by step.

everything was like generated in my mind and it boomed up at the end when it needs to be in paper form.

i feel quite sad that i can not make a better final project in my career of hong kong.Lord, is it the way i am.although i dun agree with this, i found the same outcome in every case.>.<

yet, Joe thought that it is okay and should be better than her expectation. well....but the one who know the completed idea is myself, therefore i still feel something inperfect.

and everytime when i come to dallas, i learn something, like communication with foreigners in an alternative way.

it is quite obvious when u are not in hong kong.what i mean is i need to know more about another new place and people then i know how to communicate with them.My Lord, u gave me wonderful working experience.i think it is not easy for a person like me to have chance to meet many new and interested things. thx so much.

by the way, i wish the air ticket can be confirm in that px but with another flexible date.God, can YOU help me?